I've tried everything just to keep me sane

But I've just failed so bad, it's just insane

And I went into a trap where I am colour blind

And all this fucking pain I've tried to just leave behind

Came back to haunt me since you came back

The things I've tried to focus on kept me off track

Now I'm sitting and pressing buttons in hope

Of creating something new, creating something that's dope

That, even could make you go back in being black

Lonely and sitting in your pettiness of getting back

To your old habits which made you feel that alive

To the things which held onto you to, to survive

I'm going back, doing everything to revive

My life has gone downhill since we decided to slide

And all I've felt for this time, has been real, no fake

Everything has been a struggle, to stay in control

Every fucking emotion has been on a solid patrol (Time to let you go)

Looking after my feelings, burst whenever at will

There to protect me, and also to just to fucking kill

The haunting memories I still had from you

They are finally moving away, leaving me, phew (Time to let you go)

I was terrified to go back into the darkened trap

With the mixed emotions, mostly just feeling crap

Up to this point in my messed up life, it hasn't been fun

I've lived some strange days beneath the dying sun

It's been rough to get enough thoughts to gather

I've more or less been likely to do something else rather

Than sitting and pushing myself to get something done

It has been tough when things you make seem gone

Seems fake enough, or not even the slightest close

To the honest truth of what you've went through

For the last period of time in life, I've went through

A broken relationship and a determined girl

Who what she thought was a good move to staying close

To just stay in touch, well to be honest I couldn't

I couldn't stay in touch, you'd hurt me too much

It all became like a sadness overdose

I was close to die; close to just fucking ending it

Ending my own life, because of your fucking stupidity

And in all sincerity, I honour you for what you've achieved

(Time to let you go)

I honour you for what you've achieved (I honour you for what you’ve achieved)

(Time to let you go)

But still you are a fucking pain for me (But still you are a fucking pain for me)

I'm glad for you, but I was hoping the happy one (I’m glad for you, 2&3)

Somehow could have been me (been me/Somehow could have been me, 2&3)

Instead of the haunting feelings and thoughts you put on me (you put on me, 3)

I became close to just fucking end what's left of me (end what’s left of me, 3)

(x3)